Tod mit 51

Regisseurin ist Susanne Lothar „unendlich dankbar“

| Lesedauer: 6 Minuten

Susanne Lothar starb mit 51. Im Debüt-Film der Regisseurin Hanna Doose spielte sie ihre letzte große Rolle. Eine ganz persönliche Hommage.

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