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Der Morgenpost Online-Autor und Fernsehmoderator Peter Stützer erinnert an ein Gespräch mit Robert Enke im Mai 2009. Der Nationaltorwart hatte Depressionen, über die er nicht reden konnte, und nahm sich im November das Leben. Peter Stützer leidet seit Jahren an Parkinson und schreibt nun erstmals über sein Leiden.

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