Interview

Die Überlebensstrategien des Dave Gahan

| Lesedauer: 10 Minuten
Rüdiger Sturm

Foto: Anton Corbijn/EMI

Der Sänger wollte Grenzerfahrungen und fand sie – als Nahtod-Erlebnis nach einem Heroin-Drogenrausch. Doch inzwischen ist Depeche-Mode-Frontmann Dave Gahan wachsam und hat Menschen gefunden, mit denen er über seine Gefühle reden kann.

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