Ängste

Robert Enke und sein vorgetäuschtes Leben

Der Selbstmord des Nationaltorhüters Robert Enke hat das ganze Land schockiert. Jahrelang verbarg der Fußballer seine schweren Depressionen und Ängste vor der Öffentlichkeit. Niemand sollte von seinem Leiden wissen, niemand Verdacht schöpfen – bis zum Schluss.

Robert Enke, Torwart. Star und bewundertes Vorbild. Gestorben am Dienstagabend gegen halb sieben Uhr, aus eigenem Willen an den Bahngleisen bei Eilvese in Niedersachsen.

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