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Roman über das Kinderkriegen: „Wir opfern unsere Körper“

| Lesedauer: 6 Minuten
Autorin Szilvia Molnar auf Lesereise in Berlin.

Autorin Szilvia Molnar auf Lesereise in Berlin.

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In ihrem Debütroman „Milchbar“ beschreibt die Autorin Szilvia Molnar das Wochenbett – ohne die unschönen Details auszusparen.

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