Breitscheidplatz

Morgenpost-Reporterin: Wie der Anschlag mein Leben verändert

Vor einem Jahr ereignete sich der Anschlag auf den Weihnachtsmarkt in Berlin. Eine Volontärin der Berliner Morgenpost erinnert sich an den Tag.

Der Breitscheidplatz im Jahr 2017

Der Breitscheidplatz im Jahr 2017

Foto: Reto Klar

Berlin.  Das letzte Mal war ich am 19. Dezember 2016 auf einem Weihnachtsmarkt. Seitdem habe ich mich keinem Weihnachtsmarkt mehr genähert. Bis heute. Ein Jahr später stehe ich wieder hier, an der Ecke von Budapester- und Kantstraße. Es regnet, ich versuche, mich in meinem Schal zu verstecken, mein Blick springt zwischen Straße und Markt hin und her. Ich halte Ausschau nach Fahrzeugen, vor allem nach Lkw. Viele Busse fahren an mir vorbei – „von denen geht keine Gefahr aus, oder?“, frage ich mich. Solche Gedanken beschäftigen mich seit einem Jahr. Wer kann mir garantieren, dass ich sicher bin? Die Antwort ist ernüchternd: niemand. Will ich mein Leben von meiner Angst einschränken lassen? Nein. Deswegen bin ich seit einem Jahr in Therapie, deswegen stehe ich jetzt hier, auf dem Breitscheidplatz.

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