Gitta Schweighöfer

"Manchmal war ich neidisch"

| Lesedauer: 4 Minuten
Caroline Rudelt

Es passiert automatisch, fast unterbewusst. Wer ihr gegenübersitzt, vergleicht. Weil es so offensichtlich, so einfach ist. Die Stirn- und Nasenpartie. Dieses offene, herzliche Lachen, das alles kommt einem seltsam bekannt vor.

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