Vom Mann getrennt, allein mit Kind

Mein erster Urlaub nach dem Aus

| Lesedauer: 9 Minuten
Susanne Kaloff

Bei meinem ersten Mal war ich 15 und wahnsinnig aufgeregt: das erste Mal im Flieger, das erste Mal Urlaub ohne Eltern, das erste Mal Fuerteventura. Die zweitgrößte Insel der Kanaren war damals noch geheimnisvoll, was sich später legte.

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