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Die Lust am Leben der Anderen

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Voyeurismus? Nein, das sei nun wirklich die falsche Bezeichnung für sein Hobby, sagt Theodor Schmidt. Trotzdem stiehlt sich ein verlegenes Lächeln in das schmale Gesicht des hochgewachsenen Mannes. Denn der 31-Jährige hat eine ungewöhnliche Leidenschaft: Er liest gern fremde Tagebücher.

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