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Langeweile – Lob eines unterschätzten Gefühls

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Felix Müller

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Manchmal muss man sich die Zeit für Langeweile nehmen, meint Felix Müller in seiner Berlinale-Kolumne

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Tp tubsufu ejf Cfsmjobmf 3129=0ejw? =0gjhdbqujpo? =0ejw? =0gjhvsf?

Ich empfand das Fortdauern als lästig

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