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Die Malerin und ihre Muse: „Meine Freundin Lotte“

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Peter Zander
Hat Lotte Laserstein nur per Zufall für sich entdeckt: die Autorin Anne Stern.

Hat Lotte Laserstein nur per Zufall für sich entdeckt: die Autorin Anne Stern.

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Anne Sterns Roman erzählt das Leben der Künstlerin Lotte Laserstein aus dem ungewöhnlich doppelten Blickwinkel zweier Freundinnen.

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Lotte Laserstein - verfemt, vergessen, wiederentdeckt

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