Kultur

Leichte Fehler, schwere Melancholie

| Lesedauer: 4 Minuten
Britta Bode

Der amerikanische Schriftsteller Richard Russo schreibt in seinem Erzählband über vier Menschen am Wendepunkt ihres Lebens

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