Jessica Durlacher

"Ich zögere, jemanden tot zu schreiben"

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Jessica Durlachers neuer Roman "Der Sohn" erzählt von später Gerechtigkeit. Henryk M. Broder hat mit ihr über ihren Vater, der Auschwitz überlebte, gesprochen.

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