Die Lebenden & die Toten

Als ich plötzlich tot war

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Zweifellos lebendig: Moderatorin Urte Blankenstein.

Zweifellos lebendig: Moderatorin Urte Blankenstein.

Foto: Christian Schulz

Urte Blankenstein hat die Nachricht von ihrem Ableben nun schon sieben Jahre überlebt. Ihre Zeit als Untote nutzt sie sinnvoll.

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Gesang für ihre kranke Mutter am Totenbett

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