Die Lebenden & Die Toten

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Sarah und Claus Theo Gärtner in ihrer Wohnung in Berlin.

Sarah und Claus Theo Gärtner in ihrer Wohnung in Berlin.

Foto: Christian Schulz

Claus Theo Gärtner ist 36 Jahre älter als seine Frau Sarah. In der Coronazeit haben sie Testament und Patientenverfügungen verfasst.

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