Die Lebenden & Die Toten

Der Tag, an dem ich Charlie umbrachte

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Die Schriftstellerin Elisabeth Herrmann in ihrer Wohnung in Schmargendorf.

Die Schriftstellerin Elisabeth Herrmann in ihrer Wohnung in Schmargendorf.

Foto: Christian Schulz

Bestsellerautorin Herrmann meuchelt nicht gern geliebte Romanfiguren. Lenin war ihre erste echte Leiche. Dann sah sie ihre tote Mutter.

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