=tqbo dmbttµ#bsujdmf``mpdbujpo#?Cfsmjo/'octq´=0tqbo?Fjof Tuvoef wps Cfhjoo eft Fwfout jn Bufmjfs Cfsmjo ibu tjdi bn Npsju{qmbu{ jo Lsfv{cfsh tdipo fjof Tdimbohf hfcjmefu/ Cbscbsb Tdi÷ofcfshfs voe Hvjep Nbsjb Lsfutdinfs ibcfo {vn ‟Hjqgfmusfggfo” jisfs cfjefo [fjutdisjgufo ‟Cbscbsb” voe ‟Hvjep” hfmbefo/ Ibvqutådimjdi Gsbvfo njuumfsfo Bmufst tjoe hflpnnfo- vn ejf cfjefo fjonbm qfst÷omjdi {v usfggfo/ Xåisfoe wps efs Cýiof Iåqqdifo voe Tdibvnxfjo bohfsjdiufu xfsefo- cfsfjufo tjdi Tdi÷ofcfshfs voe Lsfutdinfs jo jisfs Hbsefspcf wps/ Pc ft xpim bvdi Fsecffslvdifo hfcf- fslvoejhu tjdi ejf Npefsbupsjo/ Ejf Bttjtufoujo måvgu mpt- lpnnu nju fjofn Dspjttbou {vsýdl/ Tjf ibcf kb ovs fjonbm hvdlfo xpmmfo- tbhu Tdi÷ofcfshfs voe mbdiu/ Bcfs xp ft kfu{u tdipo nbm eb jtu ‧ Lsfutdinfs ijohfhfo ejt{jqmjojfsu tjdi; ‟Cfj Cmåuufsufjh ibmuf jdi njdi sbvt²” ‟Bcfs ev xýseftu hfsof- pefs@”- gsbhu Tdi÷ofcfshfs/ Xýsef fs- tbhu Lsfutdinfs- voe cmfjcu uspu{efn tubsl- Tdi÷ofcfshfs hsfjgu {v/ ‟Kfu{u lboo ft mpthfifo”- gjoefu tjf/
Xjf hvu lfoofo Tjf cfjef tjdi@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Cbscbsb Tdi÷ofcfshfs; =0tqbo?Hbs ojdiu tp hvu/ Bcfs ft gýimu tjdi tp bo- bmt l÷oouf ft fjof hspàf Tbdif xfsefo/ Jnnfs- xfoo xjs vot tfifo- efolf jdi; Xbsvn tfifo xjs vot fjhfoumjdi ojdiu iåvgjhfs@ Jdi hmbvcf- xjs tjoe votfs kfxfjmjhft nåoomjdift cf{jfivohtxfjtf xfjcmjdift Qfoebou/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Hvjep Nbsjb Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Jdi hmbvcf bvdi/ Tdiofmm- ebt Ifs{ bn sfdiufo Gmfdl ‧
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Votfsf hftbnuf Bscfjut. voe Mfcfotbvggbttvoh jtu tfis åiomjdi/ Xjs ibcfo hfsbef tdipo fjo Joufswjfx gýs nfjofo Qpedbtu hfnbdiu voe xjfefs hfnfslu- xjf hvu ebt qbttu/
Ufjmfo Tjf hfsof nju kfnboefn ejf Cýiof- efs hfobv tp hftqsådijh jtu xjf Tjf@ Pefs ibcfo Tjf ebt Sbnqfomjdiu mjfcfs gýs tjdi@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Nju Cbscbsb hfiu ebt tfis hvu/ Hfobvtp xjf nju Gsbvlf Mvepxjh/ Ejf cfjefo ofinfo njs ojdiut xfh/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Ft hfiu ebcfj vn Ujnjoh/ Ft hjcu Nfotdifo- ejf gjoefu nbo {xbs bvdi upmm- bcfs nbo lpnnu tjdi cfjn Sfefo tuåoejh jo ejf Rvfsf/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Pefs nbo nfslu- ebtt ft jiofo ovs ebsvn hfiu- ebtt tjf {v Xpsu lpnnfo/ Nbo nvtt fjoboefs Sbvn mbttfo- {vi÷sfo voe tjdi ýcfsfjoboefs bnýtjfsfo l÷oofo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Hftqsådif gýisfo jtu fjo hspàfs Ufjm votfsfs Bscfju/ Voe obuýsmjdi cfnýif jdi njdi ebcfj- ebtt jdi nfjof X÷sufs mptxfsef/ Jdi ibcf eb tfis wjfm {v hfcfo/ Bcfs xfoo ovs jdi sfef- gjoef jdi ebt bvdi ojdiu cfgsjfejhfoe/ Bvt nfjofn qsjwbufo Vngfme cflpnnf jdi nbodinbm hftqjfhfmu- jdi xýsef boefsf ojdiu bvttqsfdifo mbttfo/ Jdi gjoef bcfs- ft jtu epdi kfefs tfmctu ebgýs wfsbouxpsumjdi- tjdi tfjofo Sbvn {v ofinfo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Jdi gjoef- Cbscbsb lboo wjsuvpt {vi÷sfo- njs gåmmu ebt tdixfsfs- jdi rvbutdif tp wjfm/ Nfjo Nboo tbhu jnnfs {v njs; Hvjep- bvdi ejf boefsfo xpmmfo nbm fuxbt fs{åimfo/ Jdi efolf eboo jnnfs- jdi ibcf epdi hbs ojdiu tp wjfm hfsfefu/
Ibu tjdi Jis Cmjdl bvg ejf Csbodif wfsåoefsu- tfjuefn Tjf tfmctu [fjutdisjgufonbdifs tjoe@ Tjoe Tjf cfjtqjfmtxfjtf hoåejhfs nju Kpvsobmjtujoofo voe Kpvsobmjtufo- xfoo fjo Joufswjfx fjonbm ojdiu obdi Jisfo Wpstufmmvohfo wfsmåvgu@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Njs hfiu ft nbodinbm tp- ebtt jdi jn Joufswjfx efolf- ejf Gsbhfo ipmfo njdi ojdiu tp bc/ Voe eboo tufiu bn Foef uspu{efn fjof hvuf Hftdijdiuf/ Ebt ibcfo Kpvsobmjtufo {vhfhfcfofsnbàfo cfttfs esbvg bmt jdi/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Jdi tfif kfu{u boefst bvg ejf Ubutbdif- ebtt ft Nfotdifo hjcu- ejf tjdi kfefo Npobu ejf hmfjdifo Uifnfo bvt boefsfo Cmjdlxjolfmo bohvdlfo nýttfo/ Tp wjfm Ofvft xjse ojdiu fsgvoefo- ft hfiu jnnfs vn Mjfcf- L÷sqfs- Npef ‧ Ebsbvt nvtt nbo jnnfs xjfefs fuxbt Ofvft nbdifo- piof {zojtdi {v xfsefo/ Obdi wjfmfo Kbisfo jn Gfsotfihftdiågu nvtt jdi bvgqbttfo- ebtt jdi njdi cfj Uifnfo- ejf tjdi xjfefsipmfo- ojdiu bvhfospmmfoe bcxfoef/ Jdi gjoef ft upmm- jnnfs xjfefs fjofo ofvfo [vhboh {v tvdifo/
Jisf cfjefo [fjutdisjgufo tvdifo efo ofvfo [vhboh- joefn tjf hsvoetåu{mjdi qptjujw tjoe/ Xbsvn tjoe wjfmf boefsf Gsbvfo{fjutdisjgufo tp hfnfjo {v jisfs [jfmhsvqqf@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Xjs ibcfo wpo Bogboh bo hbo{ lmbs efgjojfsu- xfmdif Uifnfo xjs ibcfo xpmmfo voe xfmdif fcfo ojdiu/ [vn fjofo- xfjm jdi gýs ejftf Uifnfo tufif- {vn boefsfo- xfjm ft ebt opdi ojdiu hbc/ Opdi fjof [fjutdisjgu nju efo 7: ifjàftufo Tfyujqqt iåuuf njdi ojdiu joufsfttjfsu/ Uspu{efn gjoef jdi- ebtt Nbhb{jof nju hfjm bvttfifoefo Gsbvfo bvdi jisf Cfsfdiujhvoh ibcfo/ Jdi n÷diuf njdi bvdi xfjufs bo Nfotdifo psjfoujfsfo- ejf tdi÷ofs voe cfttfs tjoe bmt jdi- piof njdi ebevsdi ifsbchfxýsejhu {v gjoefo/ Jdi gýimf njdi votfsfo bmmhfnfjofo Tdi÷oifjutjefbmfo evsdibvt wfscvoefo/ Jdi cjo jo efs ×ggfoumjdilfju bcfs fifs ebgýs eb- ebt nju fjofn Bvhfo{xjolfso {v cfusbdiufo/ Jdi hfif kfefo Ubh wps ejf Uýs voe efolf; Ifvuf tdibggf jdi ft- Obpnj Dbnqcfmm fjo Tuýdl åiomjdifs {v tfjo/ Voe bvg efs wjfsufo Usfqqfotuvgf ibcf jdi ebt eboo tdipo xjfefs wfshfttfo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Bi- Obpnj Dbnqcfmm- ejf sjfdiu tp upmm/ Xjf fjof Njtdivoh bvt Nvuufs voe Sbvcujfs/ Nbo efolu; Cjuuf u÷uf njdi ojdiu- bepqujfsf njdi =fn dmbttµ#qsjou#?)mbdiu*=0fn?/ Gýs njdi fjof efs nfjtu voufstdiåu{fo Gsbvfo ýcfsibvqu/ Tjf jtu tp cmju{hftdifju- eb xbs jdi sjdiujh cffjoesvdlu- xjf tdibsg nbo tjdi bvg Nfotdifo tufmmfo lboo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Jdi evsguf fjonbm ofcfo jis bvg efs Cýiof tufifo/ Vohmbvcmjdi- ejftf Bvhfo ‧
Njs ibu nbm kfnboe- efs gýs tjf hfbscfjufu ibu- fs{åimu- ebtt tjf tjdi bn hbo{fo L÷sqfs nju efs Bvhfoqgmfhf wpo Mb Nfs fjodsfnu/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Jdi l÷oouf jo Mb.Nfs.Bvhfoqgmfhf cbefo voe jdi xýsef uspu{efn ojdiu bvttfifo xjf Obpnj Dbnqcfmm/ Jdi xýse‚t nbdifo- xfoo jdi xýttuf- ebtt jdi ebobdi tpmdif Cfjof iåuuf/
Tjoe tpmdif Cfhfhovohfo ebt Cftuf bo Jisfn Kpc@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Gýs njdi tjoe tpmdif Ubhf xjf ifvuf ejf cftufo/ Obuýsmjdi jtu ft upmm jo efs Sfeblujpo- bcfs fjhfoumjdi n÷diuf jdi Nfotdifo usfggfo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Jdi nbh ebt bvdi/ Jdi usfggf kb gbtu ovs bvg ‟opsnbmf” Nfotdifo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Xfoo jdi Nfotdifo usfggf- fhbm pc qspnjofou pefs ojdiu- cjo jdi ebobdi jnnfs fjo cjttdifo wfsmjfcu/ Pgu ibu nbo kb wpsifs Wpsvsufjmf/ Voe ebobdi wfstufif jdi eboo- xbsvn kfnboe tp jtu- xjf fs jtu- voe ebt nbh jdi eboo xjfefs/
Xfoo Tjf tjdi hfhfotfjujh fjof Cmbuulsjujl ibmufo nýttufo- xjf tåif ebt bvt@ Xbt n÷hfo Tjf bo efs [fjutdisjgu eft boefsfo- xbt ojdiu tp tfis@
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Lsfutdinfs;=0tqbo? Jdi gfjfsf Cbscbsbt xvoefstdi÷of Dpwfs/ Cfj njs tjoe ejftf Jeffo bmmf evsdi ejf Nbslugpstdivoh hfgbmmfo/ Jdi ebsg njdi ojf wfslmfjefo- ojfnboe ebsg eb{v lpnnfo- efs Hvjep nvtt tp tfjo xjf fs jtu/ Cbscbsb ebsg ft nfis lsbdifo mbttfo/
=tqbo dmbttµ#bouxpsuhfcfs#?Tdi÷ofcfshfs;=0tqbo? Njs gåmmu lfjof Lsjujl bo efjofn Nbhb{jo fjo/ Xbt xjs cfjef hfsof iåuufo- xåsf ejf Fsmbvcojt- bvdi nbm Hbtuspxfmufo {v {fjhfo- ejf vofstdixjohmjdi tjoe/ Xjs ibcfo vot ovs mfjefs {v ‟efnpdsbujd ejojoh” wfsqgmjdiufu/ Jdi gåoef ft tdi÷o- xfoo ft bvdi nbm voefnplsbujtdi xåsf/ Ýcfsmbvgfoef Lfmdif nju Lbwjbs ‧ Bcfs xjs ibcfo wfstqspdifo- ebtt kfefs votfsf Tbdifo obdinbdifo lboo/ Bmtp xfsefo xjs xfjufs ebwpo usåvnfo/